the trouble with this picture is all to faded. i lost myself in you and forgot my way home. you were such a big part of me, i thought we'd always be. i remember when we'd just stare into each others eyes, and i remember you saying that it was like heaven, just looking into each others eyes. but you weren't there to stay. our happiness would be short lived. you had such a passionate mind and your heart was genuine, but your soul wouldn't free you of your tormented past. i ran with you for awhile and i thought i could be your savior. but things just crumbled as they often do with minds like ours. i think of you often and the words we used to speak... sometimes we were out there, but we understood each other completley. when we had to part the sadness was all mine. you went back to the life you once knew and left me alone.. behind. you chose what was most important to you, some would say sorrow and shame. i lost you to your precious weakness..heroine and cocaine.